Bury me

brittany-carel:

I got this idea from another video , and it inspired me. I don’t write blogs and make videos for attention. I do it to let it out. I hate bottling up things inside of me. And i also think its a great way to let everyone know how serious and heart braking this disease is. For the people that all think this a joke. go to hell. you have no idea how strong and painful this is for me and my family. there is no cure. I didn’t ask for this to happen to me and my family. No one wants this . NO ONE. To just sit there and watch your mom die on the inside is nothing to laugh at or make fun of. My brother and i are alone. No one understands us. we wish we both knew other people our age that we can talk to about this, but there’s no one. All we can do is pray for a cure . www.alz.org. 

Filming Fred’s death was actually pretty easy. On the day we filmed I knew it was gonna happen so every time I saw James I would get really sad. When we went to film it they had James lay down on the stretcher and just wait until the rest of the cast got there. I took one look at James on the stretcher and burst into tears. I can’t even imagine how it would feel to lose him. We have done everything together since birth and to see my brother laying down on a stretcher pretending to be dead just killed me inside. After James got up and I gave him a huge hug. David said you did great, it was very believable. Then I told him I just thought of it as me and James not Fred and George.

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